My life seems really uninteresting because I'm constantly trying to entertain myself with other fantasy lives.

I've switched to mac, can't say I hate it. Now I wonder why I was so against the whole thing in the first place. I suppose inertia is a powerful tool in the human psyche. The whole displacement is cause I've decided that things should be used as they are meant to be used. If it's a mac then use it as a mac, for goodness' sake! Don't go against the flow, or else it'll get corrupted again and again. >:

Haha, same thing to Macs, if it's not food, don't eat it! Mcnuggets are majorly disgusting, chicken nuggets in general are. Supersize Me wasn't as bad as I thought it was, just disgusting and slightly nausea-inducing.

My home and end buttons don't work?

Anyway, I'm contemplating ponning the last week of school to go fly to Bangkok. I really feel like shopping, and being a tourist and eating all sorts of strange food. Bangkok sounds very appealing, especially since 3D2N Free and Easy packages are going at 98 bucks? I would like to fly away.

Someone introduce me to a sugar daddy. ;)

This is BAD: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/business/8193390.stm

Other than the important content, it scarily reads like an econs SBQ source.

I must be high

Peaches to Plums. I'm getting more of it. Namie Amuro is gorgeous, and so's Meisa Kuroki sexy. I'm getting an overload. This reads like a twitter, livejournal is becoming that for me?

Anyway, I envision lots of aching thighs and shoulders the coming week. I like how 教练's training is never deadbeat whipping, but it always leaves my gi wet.

I am skipping school for a week to go to Japan~

PANIC EDIT: I have a CSE test tomorrow, of which I never pass, and I just found out all my notes spent the National Day weekend in my locker. Go me!

You know how you do things and regret them, or not do things and regret not doing them? Well, I'm regretting not hitting the books last year right now. After gawking around at the university fair yesterday, I found out getting a scholarship is harder than buddha gaining enlightenment. Oh well xP

I think I overate on tarts and oh man cheese is so jelat. But finally I made something mildly successful. I'll need a higher temperature next time I think.

CTs ARE OVER FOR ME NAOW!! (chinese listening not counted) *gloats*

Went to watch Transformers today, I am totally an Optimus fangirl!!11!! :* Loved Bumblebee in the first movie, but he kind of got played down this time. >: Oh yes, mandatory 'Fox is hot' especially in FHM.

Z: Why'd they have to take off their clothes?
Me: To wave it around so they'd be more obvious
...
Me: Or maybe he's running and it's just hot

Then I realised it was her jacket. The reviews were right about Megan being there just to play up the sex. Hot brazilian super model was seriously just creepy and oh that tongue. Dx I love all the metal on metal mecha rough tough action! xP It's seriously not as gross as watching soft malleable verymuchlikemyown flesh get beaten/blown/torn apart. Action movies are growing on me.

Anyway, being in an arts class has its perks, i.e finishing CTs before everyone else. And not to mention my classmates are so easily hyped up and brain damaged like me. Ox

Jia you for the rest of CTs, chionging helps if you still haven't gotten anything substantial in your brain. I should know. -_=

The interest in clothes or the tailoring of clothes.

After reading browsing through The Sartorialist, I've got an urge to go out and get me some winter. >: I can't believe I'm saying this after all my years of loving the sun. But I like winter dressing, all the blazers and jackets and parkas and coats. The only thing that I'm not so good with would be the temperature, which is kind of mobius strip for me.

One thing that has always been puzzling me is why I always feel colder than other people around me. My average temperature has always been about 35.5 to 36 degrees, and following the almighty laws of heat transfer, I should in fact be feeling less cold than others around me no? What happened to the primary school experiment that required you to put your hands into hot and cold water? It's not working now.

<3<3 the photos of his little girl.

Since last week: A stranger came and lived in my house. Under my roof, and it doesn't feel like my house anymore. This powerlessness over my property irks me. This is why I want to move out.

I think CSE has made a monster of me D: All I can think of while looking at TIME's 100 most influential people cover page is "Why is Zac Efron there when Hu Jin Tao isn't?"

When that small article first came up on how Aware had been "taken over" by a group of unknown newbies, I just had this feeling it was going to be big. It's spiraled into a typhoon, but somehow I can't help feeling half of the hype is just the mountain out of the not-so-small molehill.

I've never been particularly interested in any big (inter)national debate so I'm not sure if it's always like this, but things seem to be repeated over and over again. Even when Gomez didn't hand in his form, the PAP kept harping on it over and over like a broken record. Why are Singaporeans so banal, sensationalizing small things, trying to prove their point? It might prove something, but it doesn't necessarily always work the way you might want to. It's unappealingly clingy. [George Yeo only won by 56% in the end, perhaps it was the not so convincing argument that someone without enough integrity to admit he didn't hand in a form would be incapable of bringing you a better life.]

In the same light, I feel the homosexuality issue was over-sensationalized. Perhaps it's because the whole issue was based on the anti-gay views, and the irresolute stand the new guard wobbled on concerning alternate sexualities. But Aware promotes diversity, and diversity does not mean just heterosexuals and homosexuals. I would have liked to have heard something more about Aware's past commitments and all. It would have been a good opportunity for Aware to publicise all they've been working for, even old guard Dana Lim stated that for years they've been trying to reach out to the younger crowd. But the media has only eyes for the gay issue, no wait sorry, there wasn't much else to comment on was there? Now that the media spotlight will invariably die down, I hope that the new 2700 members are not going to turn Aware into a parallel of this debate. I think if Aware would continue as they've been going, that would be good, especially since now they've got a whole lots more manpower.

But I bet at least half of the new members will let their membership lapse. People like to be part of big loud events.

Another thing I can't get out of head is the behaviour. I wasn't there, but my aunt who went called afterwards saying it was a riot, as expected. Josie and her exco were put down for their indecisiveness and their unpreparedness. But that doesn't give any excuse for the jeering and booing and teenage behaviour in general. STLifestyle's article today on Singaporeans' uncouth and boorish behaviour comes timely. Well thank you grown adults who are always telling us to quiet down in school assemblies and debates, now you know where we get such horrible behaviour from.

Negative reports on the new guard might hold some truth to them but I agree with twinkilya, it's so painfully obvious where the reporter leans, rather unprofessional. Josie Lam still seems like a very nice person albeit one who's gotten into something too big for her shoes, even after all the bad press. O: It's so irrelevant but I like her voice. xP

Anyway, before it dies down, there'll be all this fingerpointing, Gays shooting Christians and Christians attacking Gays, everyone saying the other side is biased. I'm just hoping it'll die down soon. Why can't everyone live in peace and harmony? Advocate harmonious world like HuJinTao! If people just share their lollipops, without turning their noses down at what colour it is, we'll all be happy. After all, under all the colouring, lollipops are just sugar.

Under the stars, where the wolves howled, I gave back my soul for the ~*REVIVAL*~ of my corpse bride blog

Come for House Party and CIP! To enjoy Wolf Week to the fullest - ;)
And Revival. :*

I think my Mom's over-reacting to the Aware saga. She was saying RJC is promoting alternate families by giving us GP notes on them. O: I was naturally (or unnaturally?) flabbergasted. *O* @: The Oh in my Ohcolon can't get any bigger.

Anyway, I just realised why TV was so wonderful during my trip to Korea. All the 3 major broadcasting stations had their own music festivals. Poor idols exhausted for my entertainment benefit. :^

Tell me you think Junno from Kattun looks like Changmin from DBSK. That's the first thing I thought when I saw DBSK, that 'eh, isn't that Junno?' xP

And Ueda is seriously underplayed. I can't believe that skinny Kame has so much more airtime, the idol world is unfair. Ueda is so much prettier!

*Arashi stab* I just saw a video that compared Aiba to D: Park MyungSu. Haha, pity Aiba's the only one I don't mind. And from the same video, Yes Hyungjoon does bear more than a passing resemblance to Yamapi. Maybe they all go to the same clinic. Heh xP

I got a bit disillusioned today. Miss RGS.

I was so surprised I could actually do IPUs on wednesday. After 4 years of scraping it through RGS, suddenly I can do it in JC! O: I have gotten stronger after all the judo. xD

I think there's something wrong with me. It's the second week of school, first week of really proper school anyway, and I'm starting to tire already. I don't know why but perhaps today was just a really bad day. It started with being late for school, [I pray I don't get a white slip] and then I realised I forgot my everything most important aeroplane pretty green file. Today I've found out how freaking important it is and I feel superbly lost without it. Basically because my timetable is in there, and half my notes from half my subjects.

I told myself this year I'd be extremely responsible and mature, but I think I see history looming round the corner. I'm going to chase it away with a broomstick! D< Thank God that there's something to look forward to at the end of the week. Shin's right, it helps you get through the week if there's a rainbow at the end of the storm. Can't wait to spend some time with you guys! 8D

Lately, my favourite smiley has been 8D

My brand new melon baller broke. D: It worked so well, life gives you lemons sometimes. Thank God there's always sugar.

I <3 My Mommy!! She's the sweetest. xD

I'm so tempted to watch the next episode of Triangle right now, but I will resist! O:

So far, my OG has been, well not perfect, but nothing is. We're rather quiet, although we're all the type who wouldn't be once we warm up to each other. OGLs are wonderful people, really people to look up to. And I can't believe our quiet shy group actually pulled of that stunt instigated by our OGLS today. O: And you know how I'm all aw gosh shy, but for the sake of rara-ing I do such loud stupid things. ];

I really really wanted to watch Breakout, the Korean dance comedy, but all the seats are SOLD OUT, in big bold red. If anyone has tickets but doesn't want to go, I can buy them up. And I want to catch Cats, anyone? [haha, sounds morbid] sepulchralice I bet you have tickets already, but if by the chance of a string you don't, wanna come with me?

I can't believe I'm stuck on a soppy romance drama, but my namesake just killed herself!!! D;

Regarding JC, life is too short. ): I want to join more than two CCAs, but most likely will kill myself trying.

Ediot: I just remembered what I wanted to post. My kind cousin just enlightened me yesterday with the fact that all female mammals go through menstruation, which is logical when you think about it. But usually you don't think about it, unless you've kept a female mammalian as a pet before. And she made me think about it by saying 'By the way, she's having her period now' [or something along those lines] while I was stroking her bunny on my lap.

Bunny. period. 8|

I think, having a job has been wonderful in many different senses. I enjoy the company of my colleagues, my supervisor isn't as bad as she might seem at first, and I miss things. I'm kind of glad actually, I didn't have to make my way back to school on the 12th, and have to go through all that everyone else did. I don't dare to face it again, because I'm a coward like that.

A new school year is starting, and people around don't exactly seem to be looking forward to it. Oddly enough, my own lack of enthusiasm seems to have given way to an excitement. Last year, I felt old and senior-ey, having to take care of all my darling juniors. But being the youngest of the school again, that feeling that life has so much to offer is coming back. This time I'm gonna grab the bull by it's horns [because it's the year of the Ox!] and I really really want to do well in JC. So that means double M mugging, Math and Mother tongue. And pulling up my dismal Japanese. And I better start to (keep in) contact (with) all my international friends.

So far work has been great, even though I must hold the record of breaking the most things there. I don't know when I'll have to quit, but I'm not exactly looking forward to that.

HAPPY 2009!

I'm in Korea right now and my New Year's been rather eventful. Usually, I don't do much on New Year after church countdown, but this year was really cool despite being in a foreign land.

( New Year in Korea )

I love being in Korea~ You hear 'Nobody nobody but chuu' everywhere. Wondergirls start crazes with every dance song they come up with. And almost everyday there's been a music concert on TV, and there's Korean MTV! How happy can you make a fangirl?

My 2008 has been filled with wonderful people, events and lots of laughter. May your 2009 be as blessed as my 2008 has been! Cheers!

SMTown from Korea is churning out the same bands with slightly different packaging. You know they've got a subconscious formula when their one band's dance matches another's song. It's amazing and freaky how DBSK's mirotic goes with SHINee's Oxygen and vice versa. I bet if I fiddle with youtube enough, I'll see Michael Jackson dancing to Wondergirls.

I just got a call from sp0ink, so I'm really happy now. Hearing a friend's real voice is so good after all this while. Now I just need to talk to someone I haven't talked to for a few months.

Judo chalet: Crazy. Can you imagine overnight cycling from East Coast Park to Changi Village, 32km+ in all? You cannot imagine the butt/back/neck/leg aches we all got. But somehow, even with only $0, 2 hours of dirty sleep, and work the next day, it was in it's own way a lovely experience.

Things I don't want to/won't forget
Cycling in a whole big group, actual RaJu bonding
Cycling with Tianfei, leaving the rest behind
Hearing the roar of planes as I speed
Trying to overtake the planes
Early AM Nasi Lemak
$5 overnight bikes
Raffles Judo couples
Waving to the few passing cars
Waiting for people who never come
The feeling of wind in hair and sand in sandals
Cycling in the middle of the road in the middle of the night

It really was an experience of the kind you feel like you entered another world and got. I <3 RaJu.

( work is somehow strangely rewarding )

Christmas is coming, the season is nearing here already. Presents for everyone!